REPEAT after me. Re-running an old Live Journal post because I am All Out Of New Words. I Like The Words Here. I sound happy and alive.

From March 30th, 2009. Eleven years ago. Another lifetime away.

Where I’m Coming From:

I can’t say exactly what made me click on John Lundberg’s blog on today’s HUFFINGTON POST. Maybe it was an e-mail alert that Lundberg had uploaded a new blog. Maybe I was reading the Sunday New York Times Arts and Leisure section and something caught my eye about new movies and word of the upcoming release of HOWL, a movie starring James Franco as a young Allen Ginsberg and the obscenity trial brought in the U.S. after the poem’s publication.

Or maybe it was the Google search that blipped from HOWL to Ginsberg to (how? how? I can’t remember!) writing ABOUT music to watching a clip from the Colbert show with his guest, music essayist and blogger Carl Wilson ( talking about his love-hate affair with Celine Dion’s music in his book LET’S TALK ABOUT LOVE: A Journey to the End of Taste (pubbed in the 33 1/3 series by CONTINUUM BOOKS (and yes, they’ve already pubbed a Bruce Springsteen title, darn it).

Slow down. It just came to me. I chanced upon Carl Wilson’s blog after a separate Google hit directed me to a YOUTUBE clip of actor James Franco talking on the Red Carpet about the book Franco was reading and loving: Yes, it was Carl Wilson’s LET’S TALK ABOUT LOVE which I am SO going to buy when I have a few extra shekels; the completist in me will also have to dig in and pick up the Bruce Springsteen title which seems to be more about the BORN IN THE USA album/tour than about Bruce.

(I should also note here that in a great confluence of great worlds colliding, great actor James Franco– have you seen him in MILK? Oh my g-d– is the son of children’s author Betsy Franco. I also learned from one of the Google hits that James Franco is taking creative writing courses at my alma mater, NYU.)

Deep breath.

Talk about following the bouncing ball! That was one long and winding road to get to what I’m really thinking about tonight but as I’ve mentioned time and again, half the beauty of blogging is understanding why you started writing that certain random something. It may not always make sense but when it does, I admit the connections and directions a mind travels is a wondrous thing to behold.

So. Turn the page. The journey continues. (Just see if AAA could make a better TripTik than me.) ;>

And the Beat Goes On.

Prose. Poetry. Pulse. Though not the first to get there, The Beatniks famously brought music and speech together, making jazz out of words and words out of jazz.

Makes me wish I could be a Beat Chick. Who knows. Maybe. One day.

I can’t write music but I hear it. I hear it in everything I write. Even if I never intend those words to be read outloud, I don’t think I can help but write with the rhythm I hear tracking in my brain.

Now would be a good time to play songs from my favorite Dylan album: BLOOD ON THE TRACKS. (Favorite song: YOU’RE A BIG GIRL NOW.) Because even if the stories I write seem confessional and drenched in real-life blood, they’re not necessarily MY confessional or MY blood– but they are the character’s confessions and dripped in the blood of her voice. Think how many times has someone in your family asked you: “Did this really happen?” as if to ask you to pinpoint the date and time in your life the “fiction” you write about took place, as if all diary entries were based in reality, as if everything you write is true. No. Get it. That’s why it’s called art. Writing. Creativity. It happened. To Someone. Someone YOU made up from some artificial bubble that burst one day and turned into a real-life character with a real-life story to tell. If it’s on the page, it’s real. Play it as it lays.

Producer and composer David Amram worked with Jack Kerouac and together the made stories sing. (And what editor hasn’t urged a writer to make her words sing?)

Even if the only music is in your head.

And if you take nothing else away from this jazzy, hip-hop slop of improvised thoughts today, listen to the advice offered by David Amram, speaking for the Beat Voices of another generation: Flush away people who tell you your art is hopeless. Family and friends may love you but if they tell you to the dream is not worth pursuing, you’re hanging out with the wrong people. {}

Yeah, baby. That.

And the beat goes on.

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